its hurt...why???

today,when i view his profile he said " juz trying to ignore sum1 scractic..go on 4 the new life..." i feel like he really want to 4get bout me bout our love..our relantionship...ouh! its really hurt me....didnt i wrong this time? or we are not mean 4 each other...im trying to understand this situation..

oh god! im feel like im gonna lose him now n 4ever...i can feel he will nver back to me again...seriously..i misz him so much at this moment...ntah knpa ari nie aku trase aku da khlgan dia buat slama2nya.....sakit nyer.. btter i 4get bout him,our memory our relantionship...but didnt i can?

sum1 help me please...its hurt.............;'( look like i have to cancel our plan n my journey to SUBANG this chinese new year...smuanya da musnah da berakhir...

im smile again

its funning when we mad with sum1 bcoz of small thing? but dats me...im easy to pissed off with the one i love most...i dont know why...im getting senstive right now..mayB bcoz i dont want to lose him again..ya..dats the true..i admit it...i want to get close to him..he is changing a lot since dats day..i hope i will not make the wrong assumption towards him...

n i hope he will do the same..for me he is my FIRST love n will be my LAST love...god willing..juz pray 4 it..n he is mean 4 u...he will be mine..i dont want other love accept him...i cant...should i hoping again? ori quit from this crazy game? oh no..im in between..

i hope everthing will going fine...we back again n wwe heppy again...coz if my love is truly love,my love will win..sure! laz but not leasr..im gonna go now..hope tmorrow will be better from today...gudnytez...

we are fight..we are back again..fight again.....at laz we break!

wat can i say? my life is like this..life without him..kejap gduh..kejap baek...bla la nk mrase bhgia mcm dlu kn? aku rindu dia sngat2..haih! ape nk jd lar..

nk dekat 2 bln da cuti sem..bru skrg dpat update blog..ntah ape cita kwn2 aku skrg....UITM Penang? IMY! rindu hostel...rindu blik...611....sape yg mghuni di blik 2 jaga baek2 blik 2 k! i gonna misz dats moment..huhuhuhu...qiqi, waniey,che yah,areen( roomate tmbhan ktaorg).....korang pe cita?lama xlepak sama2 kn....wuahahahaha..

bnyk yg tjd sepanjg 2 bln nie...mula2 result SPA interview..syukur aku xdpt...but i have to MOHON it again...aaaaahhhhhh!! truk kot kna mrh...cdih! but...syukur lar result final xtruk sngat..LULUS..2.98 pointer.. hehe...ok la jgak kn..smlm aku check lg aku dpt kmudahan kolej mutiara..nice right? hopefully roomate aku nnti mcm korang la...i can share my problem with u all..thankx ya!

im yours no matter wat appenz

ini org yg aku syg sngat2 dr dlu lg smpai skrg...tp dia ttap dia la..ego xabz2...smpai snggup nk myakitkn ati aku bnyk kali.. buat aku mnagis...tp dia jgak la yg bnyk buat aku ktawa...buat aku bhiga...thankz to u!






DORA CHAY CHEE WILLIAM_Wielz


ntah bla la ktaorg akn bhgia bsama....bhnti bgduh....syg, can we juz stop all thiz stupid thing n reunite like the other days? i misz u so much... seriously.....

bgduh lg....haih?!

haih?! ape la nk jd dgn hbgan aku dgn william? dia 2 syg aku ker x nie? aku wonder ar..cara dia dgn aku da mcm da xsyg aku da.. msg pun mls jer nk eply...ntah ape la ade kat ati dia...aku lgsung xblh nk teka....knpe erk? aku xperfect lg ker bg dia? aku bnci tau dia mcm nie..skrg da kol 12.01.....
dia xmsg,xcall....knpe susah sngat nk mtk maaf?? ee..tlg ar.. bru jer semalam blik dr kl...da nk gduh..bkn nk mnja ape semua...org rndu kjap jer kn..sdgkn aku kat cnie mrindui dia....

sdih ar bf sndiri buat mcm nie kat aku...aku kdg2 xbleh nk differentiate between GURAUAN N FAKTA...everthing dats kuar dr mlut dia aku anggap bnda 2 btul...n, not a gurauan.. sumtimes thiz thing make me think why..knpe????? aku gram tau x... bru jer smlm nk bhgia skrg jd mcm nie plak..

esok da nk kna blik swak..lg ar nk gduh..aku da agak da smua nie akn blaku.. ish!

611 plak pakat selesema mlm nie...semua dok tarik hingus masing2....blik bedebu thap elephant...pengotor btul la..adduh2....pnat ar..skrg nie tnggu nk tdur..tp da pkat xnk tdur da.. esok da nk blik umah msing2...skrg tinggal skit jer msa nk bsama....HARGAI la masa itu ye!

rase nk dmm la plak..xabz2 satu masalah..sakit kpala aku tau x...pening nie....aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my william is back!

akhir nya satu masalah da selesai...heeee..smlm siap shopping lg dgn dia..n mkn bdua lg..ala..beznyer..rase xnk blik pun ade...lpas nie lama xjmpa dia..yea la da blik swak..dia plak kat jhr...itu xbez...i gonna misz u syg...

aku tgh boring nie..nk update blog xthu nk tulis ape..so aku mrepek jer la lbih k..HTF xblaja2 lg...boring kot blaja bnda 2...sabtu da exam da...haih?! cm ner la idup ku lpas nie? rase nk dok cnie jer dgn dia...coz bla ktaorg da bpisah nanti gduh 2 msti..bnci nyer..huhuhuh

apa khbar roomate2 aku? qiqi? waniey? che yah? n areen? rndu gler kat korang...seriously..
hope thats korang fine...don worry bout me here k..i love u all...my roomate is the bez among the bez..aku cayunk korang smua!

life is better without u!

im feeling better now..thankz to my roomate, QIQI N WANIEY! thankz a lot...
he is nothing compare to u all...thankz 4 being my side..
i will back this nytez...i cant hold this sadness anymore.. its btter than i suffer alone here..
org da xsyg kn...wat i can do..


da thu sngat taktik dia 2......aku da knal sngat sapa WILLIAM! he nver know how i love him! biar la dia cari pompuan yg btul2 mnepati citarse dia...bkn itu yg dia nk kn?! good luck anyway to u syg!

aku betul2 terkilan dgn ape yg berlaku semlm..rase sakit ati sngat2 bla bf sendri halau kta blik...yes..mayB niat dia nk bergrau..tp cara dia ckp dia btul2 mksudkn nyer.. not only thats..dia salu compare aku dgn pompuan laen...rse sedih sngat2 bla dgr kta nie xperfect kat mata dia..rase kta xspecial mane pun dlm ati dia..even though kta da buat yg terbaek utk dia.. dia salu ckp aku HITAM,GEMUK,PENDEK..yes,i admit dats..pompuan yg pnah bsama dgn dia slama nie jauh lbih cntik dr aku.. dia sering puji claszmate dia..yea la...cntik,sexy...aku sedih tauk x dgr dr mulut bf sendiri..xthu la dia syg aku ker x! mgkin dia nk tingglkan aku sekali lg...aku yg syg dia lebih2...sdgkn dia......dia salu ckp he gonna leave me one day...he doesnt trust with our relantionship...he not confident we gonna have a HUSBAND N WIFE life...laen jd kat aku mnruh hrpan tinggi yg teramat sngat..lasz2 aku yg kcewa....aku punya la excited nk g cnie, nk jmpa dia, nk spent time dgn dia..lasz2 dia ckp DGN KAU AKU LGSG XDA KEBEBASAN...XSABAR NK TUNGGU KAU PULANG JUMMAT NIE...can u imagine wat i feel when i hear that?! from my BF! nk mrh tp aku pendam jer sbb xnk spoil semua nie...spnjg perjlanan ktaorg diam jer..smpai2 umah..dia blh plak buat muka xpuas ati...bkn nk pjuk or say sorie..aku diam jer...xnk luahkn semua nie kat dia...aku da pnat mngis sbb dia sorg! kalau still go on cmnie, btter aku pulg esok...biar aku boring kat pnang,asalkn xmyusahkn dia....am i right?


I HATE BEING LIKE THIS!