its hurt...why???

today,when i view his profile he said " juz trying to ignore sum1 scractic..go on 4 the new life..." i feel like he really want to 4get bout me bout our love..our relantionship...ouh! its really hurt me....didnt i wrong this time? or we are not mean 4 each other...im trying to understand this situation..

oh god! im feel like im gonna lose him now n 4ever...i can feel he will nver back to me again...seriously..i misz him so much at this moment...ntah knpa ari nie aku trase aku da khlgan dia buat slama2nya.....sakit nyer.. btter i 4get bout him,our memory our relantionship...but didnt i can?

sum1 help me please...its hurt.............;'( look like i have to cancel our plan n my journey to SUBANG this chinese new year...smuanya da musnah da berakhir...

im smile again

its funning when we mad with sum1 bcoz of small thing? but dats me...im easy to pissed off with the one i love most...i dont know why...im getting senstive right now..mayB bcoz i dont want to lose him again..ya..dats the true..i admit it...i want to get close to him..he is changing a lot since dats day..i hope i will not make the wrong assumption towards him...

n i hope he will do the same..for me he is my FIRST love n will be my LAST love...god willing..juz pray 4 it..n he is mean 4 u...he will be mine..i dont want other love accept him...i cant...should i hoping again? ori quit from this crazy game? oh no..im in between..

i hope everthing will going fine...we back again n wwe heppy again...coz if my love is truly love,my love will win..sure! laz but not leasr..im gonna go now..hope tmorrow will be better from today...gudnytez...

we are fight..we are back again..fight again.....at laz we break!

wat can i say? my life is like this..life without him..kejap gduh..kejap baek...bla la nk mrase bhgia mcm dlu kn? aku rindu dia sngat2..haih! ape nk jd lar..

nk dekat 2 bln da cuti sem..bru skrg dpat update blog..ntah ape cita kwn2 aku skrg....UITM Penang? IMY! rindu hostel...rindu blik...611....sape yg mghuni di blik 2 jaga baek2 blik 2 k! i gonna misz dats moment..huhuhuhu...qiqi, waniey,che yah,areen( roomate tmbhan ktaorg).....korang pe cita?lama xlepak sama2 kn....wuahahahaha..

bnyk yg tjd sepanjg 2 bln nie...mula2 result SPA interview..syukur aku xdpt...but i have to MOHON it again...aaaaahhhhhh!! truk kot kna mrh...cdih! but...syukur lar result final xtruk sngat..LULUS..2.98 pointer.. hehe...ok la jgak kn..smlm aku check lg aku dpt kmudahan kolej mutiara..nice right? hopefully roomate aku nnti mcm korang la...i can share my problem with u all..thankx ya!