im hurt now!

smlm,tjd satu lg perkara yg amat2 mguji ati seorg permpuan.. dia admit dats he confuse with his feeling towards me.. u r not love me anymore.. u r juz sympathy with me.. itu yg aku rase skrg.. haih! mmg btul lar aku SS kn.. btul2 prsan yg dia akn syg aku lg mcm dlu. i should not hope 4 sumthing dats nver be mine again.. btul x? should i juz let him go? should i juz 4get bout him and got him a replace? o sbr, sbr n sbr? dear GOD, help me pleaz!! i need YOUR help now.. give the hint.. :(

aku btul2 tgh FRUST!

ok..cita dia mcm nie.. di F* relationship sttus aku slama ini ialah IN AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP! smlm,dgn kbnran dia tu, aku 2kar ker married.. dgn dia! tp.. dgn pnuh rase xbslh dia tu, dia xapproved.. plg myakitkn hati dia ignored! wat the F ar! klau ko xnk,asal ko bg aku 2kar kn? mmg cm CI**I ar.. mmg skrg nie aku tgh mbara2 dgn dia.. sumpah aku mmg btul2 rase TERANIAYA dgn dia.. ape yg aku xwat ar? xdgr ckp dia lar.. abz,bla dia nk dgr ckp aku? bkn bsar mane pun pemintaan aku.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! !! bdoh.. bngang.. aku bnci kat ko laar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im very bz woman in this world!

aku bnci ari isnin, selasa rabu..jadual mcm sial.. nk rest pun susah.. ade jer event nk g.. knpa la UiTM nie kolot mmksa student sngat? aku pressure tauk x sejak2 akhir2 nie.. dtg clasz bwk muka moody.. bwk muka nk mrh org jer.. blh x? da 2 clasz plak smpai 7 jam.. NON STOP! blh pcaya x?bdri 7 hours.. kaki kbas, teseliuh lecturer anggap bnda 2 common.... ahh! gram aku..
blum lg dgn lecturer yg laen.. 2 minggu da start clasz.. n dduk tperangkap lam kolej scary nie.. aku bnci! knpa la aku blh stuck kat nie? OMG!!! aku bnci idup mcm nie.. 1st time aku rase aku mysal msuk cnie.. environmet U xpnah ktaorg rase.. mcm slkh mnngah pun ade..
dgn LDK lg.. cramh xabz2.. knpe xbg student rest time sabtu, ahad? gler bngang btul.. nie la 1st time in my life aku rase idup aku btul2 bz mglah kn GM kat hotel? ( angan2 jer)

THE LIFE IS GOING TO BE RUIN! I CANT SURVIVE IF THINGS CONTINUE BEEN LIKE THIS!

its hurt...why???

today,when i view his profile he said " juz trying to ignore sum1 scractic..go on 4 the new life..." i feel like he really want to 4get bout me bout our love..our relantionship...ouh! its really hurt me....didnt i wrong this time? or we are not mean 4 each other...im trying to understand this situation..

oh god! im feel like im gonna lose him now n 4ever...i can feel he will nver back to me again...seriously..i misz him so much at this moment...ntah knpa ari nie aku trase aku da khlgan dia buat slama2nya.....sakit nyer.. btter i 4get bout him,our memory our relantionship...but didnt i can?

sum1 help me please...its hurt.............;'( look like i have to cancel our plan n my journey to SUBANG this chinese new year...smuanya da musnah da berakhir...

im smile again

its funning when we mad with sum1 bcoz of small thing? but dats me...im easy to pissed off with the one i love most...i dont know why...im getting senstive right now..mayB bcoz i dont want to lose him again..ya..dats the true..i admit it...i want to get close to him..he is changing a lot since dats day..i hope i will not make the wrong assumption towards him...

n i hope he will do the same..for me he is my FIRST love n will be my LAST love...god willing..juz pray 4 it..n he is mean 4 u...he will be mine..i dont want other love accept him...i cant...should i hoping again? ori quit from this crazy game? oh no..im in between..

i hope everthing will going fine...we back again n wwe heppy again...coz if my love is truly love,my love will win..sure! laz but not leasr..im gonna go now..hope tmorrow will be better from today...gudnytez...

we are fight..we are back again..fight again.....at laz we break!

wat can i say? my life is like this..life without him..kejap gduh..kejap baek...bla la nk mrase bhgia mcm dlu kn? aku rindu dia sngat2..haih! ape nk jd lar..

nk dekat 2 bln da cuti sem..bru skrg dpat update blog..ntah ape cita kwn2 aku skrg....UITM Penang? IMY! rindu hostel...rindu blik...611....sape yg mghuni di blik 2 jaga baek2 blik 2 k! i gonna misz dats moment..huhuhuhu...qiqi, waniey,che yah,areen( roomate tmbhan ktaorg).....korang pe cita?lama xlepak sama2 kn....wuahahahaha..

bnyk yg tjd sepanjg 2 bln nie...mula2 result SPA interview..syukur aku xdpt...but i have to MOHON it again...aaaaahhhhhh!! truk kot kna mrh...cdih! but...syukur lar result final xtruk sngat..LULUS..2.98 pointer.. hehe...ok la jgak kn..smlm aku check lg aku dpt kmudahan kolej mutiara..nice right? hopefully roomate aku nnti mcm korang la...i can share my problem with u all..thankx ya!

im yours no matter wat appenz

ini org yg aku syg sngat2 dr dlu lg smpai skrg...tp dia ttap dia la..ego xabz2...smpai snggup nk myakitkn ati aku bnyk kali.. buat aku mnagis...tp dia jgak la yg bnyk buat aku ktawa...buat aku bhiga...thankz to u!






DORA CHAY CHEE WILLIAM_Wielz


ntah bla la ktaorg akn bhgia bsama....bhnti bgduh....syg, can we juz stop all thiz stupid thing n reunite like the other days? i misz u so much... seriously.....